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Monday, 21 January 2008
ENOUGH
 I had the most miserable Sat on 19 Jan. It started out alright. Normal training.. Though raining and i have to climb the staircase up and down like mad, but i thought it was still ok. THEN, when we started court play i kinda twisted my ankle (we called it a shock, which is slightly mlider than sprain). Think it was bcos of old injury and after that, i can only sit and watch the rest play. That still wasn't the worse part. At that time, the rain had alrdy stopped and it became scorching hot. I was lucky that i can hide in the shade but the rest of the team were still playing under the burning sun, and i think KG was too tired alrdy that she didn't manage to catch the pass. AND, my coach exploded. She screamed at KG and demanded her to run 10 rounds as punishment. That is, 4km. Around 11.30am. Under the hot sun. SHE IS FAR TOO UNREASONABLE. The most ridiculous part was that she actually SMILE after punishing KG. DON'T SHE FEEL A SENSE OF GUILITYNESS? DON'T SHE THINK THAT SHE HAS GONE OVERBOARD? At that moment, i really feel like chopping her into pieces. After comforting KG, we went to have a "team talk". Coach was there, and she said all those we nv talk as a team, not having a common goal kinda crap that i have no consensus with. I am so agitated that i was trembling. I don't wish to talk back bcos i am trying hard to suppress my tears. She hated me cry. But, i can't take it anymore. I HAD ENOUGH. Then it was a series of arguement between the 2 of us. I told her that the only reason i stay in this team is solely bcos of responsibility. I am tired abt all these, and the only motivation that i work so hard is for the reward that comes with it. She argued with all the sh*t that i can't rmb and i don't wish to waste my brain cell rmbing it. Does she thinks that i can ran away fr home, not considering the feelings of others and pursue the 'dream'? Like what she did b4? RESPONSIBILITY. crap. |
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