Thursday, 30 June 2011
zzzz
I think sometimes people can be very insensitive in their words. I know its a happy matter and you are over the moon, but can dont brag about it EVERYWHERE? There's a pitiful, mournful, grudging being here. Can spare her not? =.= wtf.

I think i broke the record of deleting and hiding people on fb this year. Bye bye~ HIDE.

RELAX~ *breathes* =3=



Tuesday, 28 June 2011
Bored
I think im too bored right now. So i shall do a "92 truth about me" questionaire that i saw on fb now. HAHA. 

What Was Your:

1. last beverage = Plain water
2. last phone call = My student's mum
3. last text message = Han Rong
4. last song you listened to = Just a kiss (Lady antebellum)
5. last time you cried = Ytd night. lol. 
Have You Ever:

6. dated someone twice = Nope
7. been cheated on =  Sort of
8. kissed someone & regretted it = Yes
9. lost someone special = ya...
10. been depressed = yes~
11. been drunk and threw up = Never drunk or threw up. lol. 
List Three Favourite Colors:

12. Pastel purple
13. Black
14. Orange

Last Year(2010), Have You:

15. Made a new friend = Yup
16. Fallen in love = yes.. =.=
17. Laughed until you cried = no~
18. Met someone who changed you = Maybe?
19. Found out who your true friends were = Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yea~
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = Ya. someone that WAS on my fb list. =.=

General:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = 99%
24. Do you have any pets = Is moss ball consider as my pet? haha.
25. Do you want to change your name = No.
26. What did you do for your last birthday= party at my house with 50 friends. lol.
27. What time did you wake up today = 12.30pm. 
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Watching TV
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = I phone 4 S.
30. Last time you saw your Mother= Ytd night.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life= Change my height to 1.65m. lol.
32. What are you listening to right now = Noise from construction work. lol.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?= Tom dont have. But Tommy, yes. Ytd night. lol.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Nothing.
35. Most visited webpage = Facebook, Blog, Google, Youtube
37. Nickname = Giant, Giraffe, 高人, Tower, ELMO. lol.
38. Relationship Status = SINGLE
39. Zodiac sign = Horsey~
40. Male or Female = FEMALE
41. Elementary = Woodlands Ring Primary School
42. High School = Anderson Junior College
43. College = NTU
44. Hair color = Natural brown 
45. Long or short = Long
46. Height = 177.2 CM (but i think i grew taller. lol)
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Sort of
48. What do you like about yourself? = My face? lol.
50. Tattoos = Wants badly but no $$. haha.
51. Righty or lefty= Righty

Firsts :

52. First surgery = This year's May
53. First piercing = 5/6? cant rmb. 
54. First best friend = Si Hui
55. First sport you joined = NETBALL
56. First vacation = O_O no idea. Dont rmb. 
58. First pair of trainers = Trainers? what's that? lol. 
Right Now:


59. Eating = NO
60. Drinking = NO
61. I'm about to = Give tuition 
62. Listening to = Whistles from school field. lol.
63. Waiting for = Mum to get home so i can eat dnr. lol.
Your Future 

64. Want kids? = Maybe.
65. Get Married? = Maybe, provided i can find a person to married to. lol.
66. Career? = No idea. lol.

Which Is Better :

67. Lips or eyes = EYES.
68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs. =)
69. Shorter or taller = Taller, if it means my future bf's height. Shorter, if it means my height. lol.
70. Older or Younger = Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Both. haha.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Nice arms.
73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive. No loud one pls.  
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship of course. 
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Hesitant. but hopefully not both. lol. 
Have You Ever :

76. Kissed a stranger = NO. 
77. Drank hard liquor = Yea~~~~
78. Lost glasses/contacts = nope
79. Sex on first date = SIAO. NO.
80. Broke someone's heart = I think so. 
81. Had your own heart broken = Yessssssssssss.
82. Been arrested = NO
83. Turned someone down = no~
84. Cried when someone died = yes
85. Fallen for a friend = haha. ya. 

Do You Believe In:

86. Yourself = Sort of
87. Miracles = yea
88. Love at first sight = Yup~
89. Heaven = yea~
90. GUAN YIN MA = yea~
91. Kiss on the first date = haha. yea~
92. ALIENS: yup! 

Friends~ try it during ur free time too! quite fun~ haha. 



Me
Just saw this on fb:


几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆,一个永远无法忘记的背影。


用一秒钟爱上一个人,然后再付出一生去忘记,水瓶座就是这样的试验品。 


在公车上,街边,商场,水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中,始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影,直到产生幻觉。

这一刻,水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕,因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人,失去了理智,失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉,很恐惧,很无助。 



尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎,看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去,没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求,水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力,决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶,脸上还装酷无表情,整个死要面子活受罪。

这种情况下,如果对方使点阴谋诡计,刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见,电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等,水瓶会给整疯了,开始会想是什么自己地方做错了,说错话了,然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多,碰壁两次,水瓶座就会有自知之明了,不会再去想是为什么会这样,也不想知道了。心里会想,原来是对方讨厌自己,不想见到自己。明白之后,就是绝对的安静了。

这还没完,过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度,水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问,殷勤依旧,完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起,过去不重要,未来也不重要,面子不重要,金钱不重要,时间不重要,自己也不重要。 



水瓶座一旦付出,便是彻底,不可收回。

感情投入的越多越是伤的重。

最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过,只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力,把自己想得太坚强,而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道,受伤的其实是自己,只是不知道如何表现出来。 



只需一次,水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽,只因执著,便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心,穿了一个洞,再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子,把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平,不再搁人。每当寒风吹过,犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声,似挽歌。

只需一次,水瓶座便不再幻想,于是狠狠将自己摔碎,拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆,怕熔了那个远远的背影,怕熔了自己千年的期盼。

之后,水瓶座依然谈笑风生,依然开朗豁达,继续着一段接一段的新感情,重复着一切,因为无法承受寂寞。



当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时,请千万不要被迷惑,水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐,同样的,也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时,喜欢带上快乐的面具,而当水瓶快乐时,悲伤又不肯轻易放过。 


只有真正懂得水瓶座的人,才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤,才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾,是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定,才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。


How accurate can this get? lol. 



MAI EMO
I felt very lucky that my friend's willing to listen to me ytd night. Your company really meant alot to me. Thanks for listening to me till 3+am untill your mum nagged at u. Felt much better saying everything in my heart out. Thanks "you-know-who-you-are". haha. 

I think there's an emo aura roaming around me and my friends these few days. Saw emo comments on fb and blogs~ I think this emo virus is becoming epidemic, affecting all the friends around me. MAI EMO MAI EMO! lol. I must tell u all, the best remedy to this infection is to talk to a close friend. I can confirm that you'll feel so much better after saying everything out. It works for me very well. haha. 

Hmm~ sometimes i really have to resign to fate. 老天爷 must be taking me as a source of entertainment. Constantly using my life to 开玩笑. Saying some things just a few days later may result in a totally different outcome. Sometimes i just want to LOL about my own life. Totally like a joke. lol. 

But never mind, soon i'll get used to it. Nothing can bring me down. =)



Monday, 27 June 2011
难过
Im crying now. But i cant exactly put into words why. Recently, it's getting harder and harder for me to express my feelings to others. Sometimes i wanted to talk to somebody some things, but i just cant phrase what i wanna say out. So with a group of friends, i may end up not talking at all, or just hear me saying very superficial things. Just crap, and not my thoughts. Perhaps i cant find the right person to talk to. Or perhaps im turning into some sort of a loner soon.

Finding a true friend is so hard. I went for many outings recently, but i dont even feel like blogging about the "seems-so-exciting" outings. From these outings, i can fully understand a sentence that i always like:

“孤单,是一个人的狂欢。狂欢,是一群人的孤单。”

Everyone gathered together because they felt lonely. They need a company. But after all these parties, are they satisfied in their heart? I guess the answer is no. At least, this is what i felt.

Truthfully, i didnt really make very close  friends with the people from the jiong recordings. They are just like acquaintances, not friends. I can hang out with them the whole day, but they dont know anything about me and neither do i know anything about them. I don't want anymore acquaintances, i have more than enough of them.

When u see 50+ friends on msn and 100+ friends on fb, and there's none that u can really chat to, u'll realise there's something really going wrong. There's no one i can talk to.

这是空虚的,这是。。。悲哀的。

For me, though it seems like im surrounded with friends, but there's only a handful that i can talk to. And i really mean only a handful..  And my close friends are all so busy with their own stuffs that i can hardly talk to them.

I assume that having fewer close friends is part of a process of growing up. Guess i've to do everything myself.

Tmr im watching movie alone. Let's hope i wont cry whole night tonight. Lynn, u are strong. =)



Tuesday, 21 June 2011
你太猖狂

“我以為工作能夠療傷
甚至恨不得病倒再算
沒力氣遐想 誰知癱瘓在床上
越發渴望你就在身旁

思念太猖狂 一個冷不防
一想起你 忙碌的生活變得空蕩蕩
對心事說謊 把你想到多麼的不堪
偉大的你還想我怎樣”

I think my brain is a little hay-wired recently. At night i'll feel a strong gush of sadness in me, and it'll trigger my tear gland for a huge downpour. Then, i'll cry like mad for some reasons that normally wont make me cry already. When i woke up the next day, i felt perfectly fine and puzzled that i cried the previous night. lol. Weird right? I find it weird myself too. lol.

请问伟大的你还想我怎样?

Anyway... im quitting netball ivp alrdy. Been thinking about it for quite some time and i think its a gd choice made for me to leave the team. What i can say is.. u really need overflowing amount of passion for the sports if u dread to be in the team. I guess i had enough of the team alrdy. Need to try out something new in life. Time for me to venture in other areas~ =) but what it is exactly, i havent really make up my mind. lol.

Hmm~ going to sleep alrdy. *sleepy eyes* @@ Nitex world~ hopefully i wont cry tonight. lol.



Monday, 20 June 2011
Im back to update my blog! haha. This week had been a pretty hectic week for me as most of my time is taken for the 《你在囧什么?2》 recordings. Had to finish all my 8 recordings in 4 days, from Tues to Friday. X_X 

I cant elaborate more on the content about what we discussed, cos im not supposed to reveal the topics we discussed about. So if u wanna know what we talk about, catch the show on Channel U from 9 September onwards, every Wed at 9pm. There's 13 episodes in total, and i'll appear in 8 episodes, so most prob will get to see me very often. LOL. 

During the recordings, for some days, i'd 3 recordings in a day. And all i can say.. i felt like my soul is not with me by the 3rd recording. I was practically stoning there and have no idea what i was talking about. lol. And i think i look fat on screen. =.=  

And most of the days i have to wake up at ard 5.30am cos i have to reach mediacorp by 8am. Its really freakinggggggggggggggg tired. @@ i have a number of my "first time"s that i shall list down now:

1) first time wake up at 5.30am for 3 consecutive days since JC
2) first time took taxi for 4 consecutive days (cos i have to take taxi fr bishan to mediacorp and usually i dont take taxi to travel around)
3) first time wear thick make up for 4 consecutive days ( i can feel that my skin is suffocating from being buried in the thick foundation. =.=)
4) first time use more than 5 pieces of oil control paper each day (cos i had to blot away the excess oil on my face constantly so i wont look too 'shiny' on the screen. lol.)

The whole recording was really a very unique experience for me. Though its very tiring, its very worthwhile since i get to know so many friends and get to know so many artists. XD


Our logo! Since we are the students from the second season, we're the 囧二班!


Her name's xiao si. She's really cool. Got the rocker attitude. I like. HAHA. I just post this pic here for someone's sake. HAHA. =p And 不要怀疑, im wearing cat's ears. LOL. I'll elaborate about its origin soon. haha. 


So ya, the cat's ears from him. He gave it to me. He's tano and that's his real name cos he's a half jap. He was asked by the producer to wear the ears. I found it very cute and asked him if i could borrow the ears and wear for awhile. Then he said he got extra pair.. and tadaa.. ended up both of us wearing it for the show. LOL.


Some of the students from the class~ They are all friendly with cool personalities.  =)


So many ppl inside, but that's only part of the class. lol. We have 90ppl in total. This is just the people for 1 episode only. lol.  

Her name's 大小姐. I think she's the prettiest in the whole batch. She's involved in other filming and shows. Fun and bubbly girl~ =) 
The girl's name is also Lynn! And she's like... 180cm??? Even taller than me. haha. I wore the hat here so it seems like i looked taller. But she's like SO TALL CAN?  Tano here just to show that he's tall too. LOL.
And Peifen's so cute! I was walking around and taking candid shots during the break and she smiled at the camera. She's really pretty and Kawaiii~ XD
After the last episode, the crew brought us the cake to celebrate. The producer told us not to eat it cos she's not sure whether its edible or not since i think it was left there for quite some time alrdy. lol. But its still pretty in the picture. haha. Served it's purpose. lol.
These were the cup cakes that each of us got. Its so cute that i cant bear to eat it. XD Anyways.. not very tasty also... =.=
Me with the Jiong fan and cupcakes~ Aww~ Im so gonna miss the recordings~ =)
Me and Lee Teng had a 自拍 photo tgt!!!! XD Woohoo! I think he's kinda shuai in real person~ He's taller than me and I like his eyes~ haha. XD
With Peifen! I'm so hug standing beside her... haha.

Anyways~ below are some of my 造型 for 4 of the episodes.. some of them were not inside cos some i dont have any time for cam whoring session. haha. 



I love the orange checkered shirt~ and i think i looked weird on screen with the specs, so i wore it for 2 episodes only. The kitty ears i wore it for 2 episodes, and the one with hat is for the last episode. lol. 

I feel that im really getting old alrdy. The students there are mostly 15-18 yrs old. Cant really catch up with their topics alrdy. =.= Im getting OLDDDDDDD~ D: omg... lol. Hang out with the 'elderly' who are 20yrs old and above. lol. Or else i feel like i am hearing alien from the youngsters nowadays. lol.  

Oh ya~ after the last recording, i went home and i started to cam whoring with my new specs and kitty ears. HAHA. 

Very tired and can barely open my eyes. haha. @@  
Act cute pic with meow meow style~ =p
U bully me! Humph! ='( Ok... act cute. HAHA. =X

 And then, the nxt day on sat, went out with The Clique~

And as always, took some 自恋 pics while waiting for bus. So that's me with specs and w/o makeup~ decided nt to make up to spare my skin from further foundation + eyeliner + eye shadow + mascara attack. lol. 

I'd booked reservations at the restaurant called Pepperoni (somewhere near NJC). The pizzas are really quite worth it. The family size (enough for 3 pax) is $50 and kinda tasty. The 5 of us ordered 2 family size and we were damn full after finishing them. 
The Clique with the huge huge pizza. haha. 
Me and tady introducing the pizza! haha.

After that, we took bus back to CWP and decided to watch Green Lantern. We were unable to get 5 seats tgt and Tady decided to go home instead and left the 4 of us to watch the movie. I nearly fell asleep during the movie cos this is my 1st time watching late night movie. lol. The movie was not as bad as i thought, but the plot was kinda predictable. lol. I'll give it 2.5/5. lol.

This coming week gonna be busy with tuition again~ for the $$$$, i shall... ENDURE. lol.



Monday, 13 June 2011
My weekend~
On Sat, went to Harvard's hse to play mahjiong instead of going for rspid session. I felt so bad. Oops. =s Have to make sure i go for the coming session this sat.. hehe. =p 

Anyways~ played mahjiong with him, kelvin and harvard's friend. Ended up winning $10. Haha. Not bad for me cos i've never won so much for mj in my life. My luck for money sucks u see. LOL. Then i used that $ for my dinner at KFC. lol.   

And i collected my 'pet' from Harvard. haha. Bought it in sch and i remember i was carrying too many things that day i bought it that i left it at his hall. It's kinda a hassle to bring it home since its kept in glass-bottle-full of water. lol. Left it at his hall for so long (perhaps more than a sem?) that i almost forgotten i bought it until he reminded me that its still alive at his hall and he actually brought it home cos he has to moved out of hall alrdy. haha.

This is my pet! Moss ball~ HAHA. Its really damn cute. haha. I was very fascinated by it when i saw it for the first time. Its ard 7cm in diameter now and it'll continue to grow as long as i take care of it. hehe~ 

A close up of my pet. HAHA. So this furry green thing is actually a colony of plant that grew in size as long as u change the water every once per month (and only can change half of the water! cos some of the particles still has to remain in the water to serve as nutrients for the plant) and provide ARTIFICIAL sunlight. The moss ball will die under direct sunlight . And i have to shake it occasionally so that the moss ball will be in spherical shape (can see the moss ball getting a little out-of-shape cos harvard has neglected it for quite some time. LOL.

Basically, its like the easiest pet to keep. Even easier than potted plants since u dont have to water it everyday. It takes ard.. 2 decades for it to grow into this size? lol. Since i bought it quite long ago when its not so popular, with the same price now, outside u can only buy one at 1/5 of my moss ball size only. lol.

Alright. Its pretty... motionless. But still cute isnt it? HAHAHA.

On sun, went to Vista Point to make my specs. Its Levis turtle shell coloured big frame specs. hehe~ Looks really cool and for a very good price cos i know the boss in the specs shop. haha. So if u wanna buy cheap specs, look for me and i'll bring u there! They offer like the cheapest price in whole singapore. lol. The Levis specs with crizal lenses (Lenses that can eliminate fingerprints, dust particles and reflections) costed only $220. HOW CAN U EVEN FIND THAT IN OTHER PLACES??? lol. So look forward to collect it. XD

After that, i went to CWP to shop alone. SHOP ALONE. When i shop alone, it means there'll be a big hole in my pocket. T_T 

This is my shopping haul. LOL. 

2 round-neck t-shirts at Dorothy Perkins ($22)
1 Checked shirt ($30) and 1 beige shorts ($10) and nail polish ($2) at Cotton On
2 pens ($4) and 1 coin pouch ($6) at Comics connection 
4 gui ling gao for dessert after dnr ($4) at NTUC
PS: Cotton having 50% sales, so the things that are very very very cheap. lol.  

I ended up spending $78 at CWP??? omg... i really know how to spend.. D: lol.
The pens that i bought! Its too cute for me not to buy them. HAHA. Actually i bought the coin pouch and the pen for my student's birthday gift. But i cant resist the cute-ness radiating from the pen that i bought one (the one on the left) for myself too. HAHA.

And ya! There's a reason that i shopped. Its because i'll have 8 recordings instead of 2! LOL. I was notified at a later date that i have more recordings to go. So more recordings = need to find more nice clothes to wear! And i have very limited number of nice clothes. =.= And that explains for my shopping spree. lol. But i guess i still dont have sufficient clothes to last me for the 8 recordings... =.= HOW? HOW? HOW? lol.

Let me end this post abruptly with the yolk-less salted egg that my mum cooked for dnr. Just placed a normal salted egg on the left for comparison. HAHA. Oh well~ i'll update again soon! =D



Thursday, 9 June 2011
可惜不是你

I personally feel that this version is much better than the Fish Leong version. This guy (曹軒賓) in the video is actually the composer for this song. I think he got this charm that attracts people to listen to his voice. Nice~ i'll rather listen to this version on repeat than to listen to the original one.


"可惜不是你陪我到最后 曾一起走却走失那路口 感谢那是你牵过我的手 还能感受那温柔 感谢那是你牵过我的手 还能温暖我胸口"
Self-explanatory. =)
Oh ya~ i got to know my results alrdy. I did better than last sem and got an A for my Mastering Communication. My 2nd A in NTU. haha. I know how to communicate! MUAHAHA. =p 

I've to admit that i didnt study as hard this sem compared to last sem, but somehow i got better results. Maybe i shouldn't study that hard. LOL. Ok, im just giving myself some excuse to laze around. lol. I'll study harder for next sem! Mug like no tommorrow!
I said that for every sem.. but.. oh well. haha. =p

And i think i've been drinking too much these 2 weeks. =.= Not to the state that im drunk, but to the state that my body couldnt take it. lol.

On last mon, i drank 5 glasses of vodka and 1 flamming shot (its kinda sweet.. quite nice. =p) called.. b52? But that time i felt ok.. just a little high. lol.


Then for Hong's bday, i drank 1.5 mug of vodka. But that was ok too.. since its so little, i dont feel the kick at all. lol.


And then for sun, i drank margarita frozen. Basically, a cocktail with tequila and strawberry syrup, and blended like slurpy. A very exp slurpy. lol. That was abit too much for me. Not because the of the alcohol, but the whole lump of ice was really giving me a brain freeze. lol. I dont really like tequila. lol. And the drink gave me a little itch after drinking. =.= Bearable though.


THEN, for ytd, i went to timbre at substation with aggro and avenge. Drank 1.5 pint worth of Erdinger (FYI: i dont drink beer. In fact i hate beer. lol. But i drank it cos i find draft beer's really nice. haha). I wasnt drunk and wasnt high. But, when i reached home, my whole body was itching. At night when i was sleeping, the itch was so unbearable i cant sleep. =.= Was scratching myself whole night. zzzz Today the rashes is also as itchy. DAMN. I shan't drink the beer again. =.=


I think i really drank too much recently. Im getting sick of alcohol. Shall refrain from drinking for a least a month. I think my body cant clear the alcohol from my body alrdy. =.=


Oh ya, on a side note, Timbre substation is kinda cool place to chill. The place is much bigger than The Art House and the band's great too! They also have these screens that people can send sms to, and their msges will be shown on the screen. So people can dedicate songs, confess and stuffs. lol.


There's a joker in my group who sent:


"Hey Lynn I love you. --XXX" (censored name to prevent unnecessary 绯闻. lol)


And subsequently, there's 2 different guys sending:


"I love u more lynn. --xxx"


I dont even know who the 2 guys were. WTH. =.=


Then the most ridiculous one came..


"Lynn, pls accept my marriage proposal. Will u marry me? --XXX"


Luckily the singer didnt call us on stage, or else i dont know where i can hide. =.= So lynn became the most popular person in Timbre for the night. How i wish it'll come true in real life. damn it. lol.


Hmm~ my recording's on tues 8am and 1pm at mediacorp. 8am. OMG. I wonder i can climb out of bed anot. It better turns out to be fun. haha. That's all for now~ Tata~



Monday, 6 June 2011
I wish i know what to say..
Went for Hong's 21st at Aloha Changi on Fri~ Me, Kat and Hui Long reached there early despite the 4 969 buses that i missed and the 40mins that i waited. I shan't say due to who huh.. LOL. 

So when we reached there, we sort of helped Hong by drawing the "Happy Birthday" wording and cutting the words out. There's nothing much to help so after everything's done and since the rest of Hong's friends were late, the 3 of us were still the only friends there at the chalet after all the decorations done. lol.  

We had so much time that me and kat actually finished our make up and polished our nails before the friends came. LOL. And i had time for some cam whore session. haha~ 
 
A photo for comparison with the next photo of me wearing kat's specs.


Ah~ so this is me with kat's bling bling specs. lol. How do i look? I feel like buying similar specs for normal wear. With black frame of course~ should i go and get one? I think i look fine right? haha. 

Anyways~ after all the photo-taking, Hong's friends started to arrive... actually the birthday celebration felt like a mini class gathering cos most of his friends are actually my sec sch classmates. LOL. Kinda cool to catch up with them. =)

And Yang and HR were late for the celebration~ =3= so our double-clique took a photo together after the cake cutting~ 

Double-clique! <3 All of us (except hr.. joined us when we were sec 3) were classmates since sec 1. So we all knew each other for the 8th yr already??? Time really flies~ i really treasure them.. =) I love u guys! <3

After Hong's friends left, we double clique stayed at the chalet and played some drinking card game~ we cant even finish half a bottle of the absolute vodka and we stopped playing the game alrdy. LOL. Recently i've been less addicted to alcohol. Dont really have the craving for it.. or else i'll insist to continue the game untill we finish whatever alcohol that's present in the chalet. lol. 

After the game, some laid on the bed (i was sitting on the floor) and we (that doesnt include hui long and hr, who were most prob in their lalaland finding their inner peace. lol) had some random chats together, when yang get annoyed with my “世界上没有好男人”  chanting, and when yang and kat had their "hi 5" for some 'enlightenment' that i announced to them. lol. 

Then, after few hours of chatting, most of them went to another room with stronger air-con to sleep, while i was wondering around the chalet as i don't have any 'feel' to sleep. lol. So, i ended up not sleeping at all and i went home with hr ard 7am so i can catch some sleep at home. 

I was like only 1/4 awake for the journey back and when i reached home, i cant even bother to unpack my stuffs and just jumped for my bed and fell asleep within 0.0001s. LOL. Nevertheless, i still enjoyed the sleepless night with the Clique. =)

"Why can't u just have a clean emotional break from him?" 

I paused for a long moment and i cant find an answer for that question. This question penetrated through my heart and i can feel the strong sense of frustration through the voice though i cant see the expression.

Im sorry i have to share it with u. I just wish that i can tell u so u'll know how i feel at the moment. Hope im not annoying u. I've struggled for a while to tell u all these, maybe im thinking to much, but i feel that telling u all these may hurt u somehow. Hmm.. just wanna say again.. Sorry and Thank u for listening to me.. =) 

I really dont know the reason. I really need some time to heal. I'll try my best to forget. Im making a lot of effort to let go. Though the progress is baby step at each try, i believe one day i'll be truly fine. I can do it. =)





Thursday, 2 June 2011
Revived
OMG. I revived my blog. I thought it was dead cos some days back i was told to verify my email for my blogger account, and i've not used that email for any other purpose than blogging ID. And obviously, i've forgotten my password. So there's no way i can get the password to access that email for any verification.

I tried emailing the hotmail admin, forum... blah.. any ways that i can revive my blog again, but to no avail. In the end i sort of gave up hope about using this blog again.. and suddenly, i open the blogger acct just now to try my luck and suddenly i can sign in! OMG. Must be Guan Yin Ma bo bi. Haha. So i quickly switched my the email acct holder to my recent email add. Dont want to lose my blog again. I love u my dear blog~ <3 I promise i'll cherish u more than before. HAHA.

Oh ya~ On mon (ya, mon, damn weird to club on a mon. lol. No sch so not so bad.), Union Orientation Camp organised this clubbing event for canvassing at Phuture Zouk. So as an ex-agl, i went for the event. Quite a few of unexpected events occurred on me during the night. =.=

First up, when i was waiting outside Zouk, one of the organizer approached me and asked me to join this fashion show thingy... something like a best dressed person for the night. This is the least expected thing that will happen to me. Fashion? I thought i dressed very average on that night. They say i fit the theme (some ragged look.. but i dont have anything ragged?!). Maybe they mistook my leggings as ragged leggings. LOL.

Was damn malu cos i have to do some kind of cat walk. I felt like a robot (a rusty one some more) and i cant wait to get off the spot light. Not very nice to be in the lime light and seeing people watched u with judging eyes. =3=


So this was the "cat walk". The people in the club got to vote for the winner. I think the guy on my right (with the flowery shirt) won. The guy in black on my left was damn weird. He's not fr UOC and just a NTU student that happened to turn up for the event. His name was.. Gary? i cant really remember. lol. More to come about him later on. lol.

After all the boring activities that i wasn't paying attention to, the dance floor was finally opened for people. I had my glass of free drink and went to the dance floor. It was darn boring, cos the area was super sparse with no people really enthu about dancing and the lights was damn bright.

Therefore, i went back to find my friend and had this flaming shot that i forgot the name. lol. Then i went back to the dance floor and tried dancing. The mood still wasnt right. LOL. So i went back to my friend and finished the 4 glasses of vodka that my friends left on the table. haha. And finally the DJ 甘愿 to dim the lights and the 'feel' was at last right. lol.

My friends said that i was super high. I dont really know eh.. really? lol. But i was clear what was going on around me.. or else i wont be able to blog about it now. LOL. What i know very well is that.. i really had lots of fun on the dance floor. haha.

As i was saying earlier on, there was this weird guy. This was our convo at the dance floor while i was dancing with my friends:

*guy 10m away from me sashayed to my side*
Guy: U looked bored from where i saw u. *half-drunk eyes*
Me: Err.. ya.
Guy: Why look so bored? Have fun! *cheeky smile*
Me: Err.. ok...
Guy: How come no guys dancing with u? *lifts one eyebrow*
Me: Err.. I dont know. -.-
Guy: Is it ur standard too high?
Me: Err.. No?
Guy: Shorter one can anot? (obviously referring to himself  =.=)
Me: o_O

So i endured and danced with him for 10s and i decided i cant take it anymore. So i spun and asked a guy (he's like 1.97m??? Even if i tip toed, he still had to bend down so that i can whisper to him. lol) beside me "can u dance with me for awhile? This guy *signal behind me with my eyes* is kinda pestering me."

So tadaa~ i ended up dancing with this tall giant for the next 1h? haha. My friend said that was quite a good pick up line. LOL. We were quite prominent i guess.. since we were like the tallest guy and girl in the whole club. LOL.  
With my group~ My face's so red~ haha.

And there's this cool stylish botak guy who asked to take a photo with me. I think there's some charm in me on that night??? HAHAHA. How i wish this charm could remain when im in sch and not in club. lol.

After all the drinking, now im having the rashes again~ D: damn~ but it wasnt as bad as last time. I guess as long as i dont mix different types of alcohol, i wont get rashes that's too bad. I cant quit alcohol~ oh man~ addicted. HAHA. But i only drink once in a while (just that the amount is gia-nomous? HAHA) so i guess its alright? =p

What i can say is~ i really enjoyed that night at the club~ my best clubbing experience (though i clubbed like less that 5 times? and most of them were school events? lol) so far. And its really good exercise cos my muscles are still aching even after 2 days already. LOL. If people want to lose weight in a fun way, clubbing is quite a good option to consider. Nice workout and get to dance all u like cos nobody really cares how well u dance since they were all drunk. LOL.

Im sort of loving my life recently. Dont take things so seriously is really a way out of tough life.

So to make my life easier and save myself from misery, i've deleted u from fb and msn. Seems like it doesnt bother u as much also. That's good. U want me out of ur life and i grant ur wish. Maybe u've been hoping i'll do this sooner. Relieved? I bet.

<你在囧什么?2> recording is starting soon! I wonder how many episodes i'll get to appear~ hahaha. Gonna be so fun! wee~ XD




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Lynn
Lynn LYJ,
That's my big name, as you can see. Living in this world for 22yrs since 30 Jan 1990. Love to sleep,love to dream, love to sing, love to drink.. Most importantly..
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