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Tuesday, 31 August 2010
For the 4 guys.
Im dedicating this entry to four of the guys who has/had appeared in my life.First, is my friend Ping Kee. He passed away this morning due to sickness. I was really very shocked when i heard of the news today. He has been a really nice person. Although im nt on very close terms with him.. but i feel that he's really a cheerful and sporty person. Thx for the random small chats for we had tgt during JC times. Im feeling very guilty that im nt going to his wake. Partly because my mum dont really encourage me to go for wake during the 7th month, and partly because i dont think i can handle the whole thing if im there for the wake. No matter what.. U wouldnt be forgotten and hopefully u are happy in heaven. =) Rest in peace Ping Kee~ =') 2nd, to the person that i loved with all my heart. Im really grateful that u appeared in my life. However, some things just cant be forced. Its like a blooming flower.. So beautiful and admired by people. Once it starts to wither.. there's no way we can bring the flower back to its most beautiful moments. We can only keep the memories of its beauty that will always remain in our hearts. Treasure ur life for the sake of the ppl ard u who love u too. Some ppl, like my friend above, are struggling so hard to survive and u always treat ur own life like its with no importance. Wanted to give up so easily. Life's not a game, so there's no way u can repeat it again. Life's precious. So live life to the fullest with no regrets. Pls allow me to retain all the gd memories of u~ Because that's the only thing of u i wanna capture in my memory for rest of my life. 3rd, to the person that i love. =3 With u ard, i jux felt so loved and cared for all this while. Though the time we spent tgt is always so short, u nv complain and always accommodate to me. Memories together are always sweet and unforgettable. =) Also thx for being there to share my joy and sorrow. Jux so touched for everything u said and did for me. =) What can i say? We jux met at the wrong time. Both of understand that the day will finally come. I just hope that it wont be too soon. Gonna be my guardian angel always right? =3 4th person.. The person with ambiguity. Gonna be very direct over here, the way u like. lol. Maybe u cant make ur decision now.. Or maybe u alrdy made ur decision, but jux that u are too nice to tell me in my face. Or maybe what im feeling now is nt really true. Time will tell what holds for us in the future. Maybe u'll make up ur mind or maybe i'll be more certain of what im feeling now. Jux maybe..... Alrite.. This post explains what im feeling recently. Signing off~ tata~
Tuesday, 17 August 2010
Bad day
Had a really bad day today... =(1st thing was the backstabbers. Backstabbers are really the scariest beings on earth. They jux conceal their identity so well and they'll stab u even without u knowing it at all. Only realised u got stabbed when u are abt to bleed to death.. i've finally seen the dark side of the world... Then... there comes the video.. I tot i was ready for it.. But when i watched it.. everything jux came back to me.. The memories are jux so fresh it felt like ytd. Jux a strong gush of emotions that i cannot hold back. It's so pain fr within me. My eyes hurt now.. ='( 我不想忘记你。就算可以，我宁可记得所有伤心。。。 Hopefully, 1 day when i see the video again, i'll be smiling in joy because i recall the happy memories that we had tgt and that i know that i was once so loved by someone. =) Meow meow~ i miss the hug badly.... =( Friday, 13 August 2010
Remembered
Hmm... How much can 1 yr 4 months mean to u and me?I didnt really think deep abt it untill the phone call we had tgt. Untill now, i still cannot figure out the exact reason for the sudden outburst. Betrayal? Denial? Selfishness? But all that doesnt matter now since u found a new path in your life. And i truly hope that u'll find ur own happiness. I dont know what u'll think abt it, but to me, the memories are precious and that i'll keep in my heart always. U'll always be a impt part of me. =) 新的朋友, 不再重叠. 你的世界, 我在边缘... Sunday, 8 August 2010
Wala wala~ @@
The Clique decided to go to wala wala last fri~ Somewhere at Holland V where everybody says all uni students should know~But that was the 1st time i went there.. lol. @@ Didnt really like the place.. Crowded (it jux gave me a hawker centre 'feel'.lol).. hot.. noisy.. no nice music.. =.= Not like the pub with the 'chill' feeling that i imagined. =.= Nevertheless... i got to drink~ =p  Some weird alcohol that yang ordered.. A mixture of grass? @@ Yang treat me Long Island Iced Tea~ I'll elaborate on my "Long Island Story" later on. lol. Me and Kat~ Me and HR... Can c the alcohol taking effect~ @@ Me and Yang~ They said we looked like jie jie and di di.. wth. =.= The amount of alcohol we consumed.. @@ A grp pic before we leave! =)1stly... what is Long Island Iced Tea? A Long Island Iced Tea is a highball made with, among other ingredients, vodka, gin, tequila, and rum. However, most variants do not include any tea, despite the name of the drink.The drink has a much higher alcohol concentration (≈28%) than most highballs because of the proportionally small amount of mixer. Got the above info fr wiki.. Now i know why i felt so diff on that day... I rmb that day after i drank the cup of 'tea', i felt like i've drank 10 shots of vodka.. =.= Though im fully conscious, the world seems to be spinning and spinning~ @@ Luckily i was with the clique so i jux 'nua' ard downstairs with hr accompanyin me while kat, yang and hong went upstairs. Then yang, hr and me took 1 cab while kat and hong took another cab home cos the taxi driver dont want to cab 5 ppl.. All i rmb is that i totally cui on the cab and went half awake throughout the ride.. @@ When i reached home, i nua-ed on the sofa and i decided to wash up and go to bed after an hour or so.. But while i was removing my makeup, i suddenly felt really queasy and my vision started to blur~ so i cant b bothered to remove my makeup properly and fell flat on my bed.. The next moment that i gain conscious? The mornin next day. =.= I dont know why i felt so drunk... =.= Perhaps i was sick and my alcohol tolerance dropped? lol. Or mayb i shuld blacklist Long Island~ The deadliest silent killer~ haha. =x Hmm~ but its pretty cool to get wasted once in a while~ =p Jio me for a drink! haha. =) Thursday, 5 August 2010
=.=
I think im jux mentally sick or something.. Went to read all those posts though every entry jux gave me a stab at my heart... =.= AND I AM STILL CONT READING IT!!!!UPS man.. I muz be someone who enjoys self-torture.. And i always 'enjoy' doin that. Knows well i'll get hurt doing certain things and still tempted to do it.. Jux like a person who sees a wall infront and still run straight into the wall.. Gets nothing but wounds everywhere. SADIST. =.= Im jux a r/s idiot.. HOPELESS! =.= *bleeding till my heart goes dry* Monday, 2 August 2010
为了你
我在佛前求了五百年 席慕容 如何让我遇见你 在我最美丽的时刻 为这我已在佛前求了五百年 求他让我们结一段尘缘 佛于是把我化成一棵树 长在你必经的路旁 阳光下慎重地开满了花 朵朵都是我前世的盼望 当你走近 请你细听 那颤抖的叶是我等待的热情 而当你终于无视地走过 在你身后落了一地的 朋友啊 那不是花瓣 是我凋零的心 A very nice poem that i first heard of while watching hai pai tian xin~ =) Ytd my cough and flu got better after eating the medicine.. but my cough worsen today for some unknown reason.. T_T Going to cough for 1 full month in a few days.. zzz So drowsy now.. Think i'll sign off here ba.. Tadaa~ =) Sunday, 1 August 2010
Back~
Hey guys~~~Im back.. with a new post after abandoning my blog for months. lol. So what have i been doing all these while? Hmm.. after the sem exams i've been going out veri frequently.. so busy everyday that i've forgotten wad i've done. lol. =p Went for COR 10 camp! IT WAS FANTASTIC! Ignorin the shower rm condition (i bathe with a frog peepin at me.. =.=), the campsite (kampong campsite ttm), the insufficient of slp, the insufficient amount of food (and all the meals, includin the breakfast, were spicy.. =.=), and the 'lobsterified' burned legs (took me weeks for all the skin to peel off.. =.=), THE CAMP WAS DAMN AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.XD I went for waterfall trekkin (oh ya, i got a leech bite. And only realised it when one of my friends told me that my leg was bleeding. lol), kayaking (thats the main cause of my charred legs!), night walk (there's a solo walk. nearly died in terror.), turtle sanctuary visit (THE TURTLES ARE DAMN CUTE!). There's many more i want to describe here.. but i forget what i wanted to say... lol. But can look at my fb pics for COR to know wad i did there. =) Next is kukup 2D1N trip with UOC aggro ppl. A total of 11 aggro went for the trip. Had tons of seafood for all the meals~ XD also hab my 1st experience of singin k for hours till 5+am. lol. we also lighted our own fireworks! Caiping's firework is epic man~ XD Hmm~ now i shall move on to the most recent activity i went for... UOC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD UOC jux rock every yr. This yr im agl for a grp (Avenge)~ This batch is abit different fr my batch cos they took veri long to bond tgt (i think they only get realli close on the last day?? =.=). And till now i cant believe that khai boon got the strength to piggy back me and carry me for one of the games during uoc (he threw me on the ground when we were reachin.. lookin extremely cui.. lol). And one of the freshies sabotaged me at sentosa by fakin that he had knee pain.. =.= and the next moment? Stripped off all my valuables and threw me into sea. =.= And clubbing is another highlight. haha. Got to see for the 1st time the actions of a drunkard. Cos one of my female freshie got realli drunk... like REALLY drunk. There's 2 extremes when someone went drunk. One, the person will look like a jelly and shag at one corner. Two, the person will become so high that ppl ard him/her totally have no idea how to shut the person up. My freshie belongs to the 2nd type.. =.= Besides that incident, i still managed to have lots of fun durin clubbing. =) drank.. Vodka orange, vodka lemon, coke whiskey, and finally the ultimate atomic bomb (it really gave me a boomz feelin. lol.). After i got a little high, i went for a dance and got more high. lol. I dance and dance and dance till i realised i was dancin at the dancin pole on stage. =p And i was there dancing till i was one of the last 6 dancing. HAHA. If ppl ask me to dance now like how dance for clubbing, i'll nv do that. LOl. After the camp, im now here at msia, my grandma's hse. Fell sick.. cough, flu, lost my voice.. Felt better after eating all the medicine. =) Gonna miss A grp~ <3 hmm... there's something thats bothering me now... so complicated.. haix... "I know we are young. And i know you may love me. But i cant be like this with you anymore. Alejandro." -- Lady Gaga, Alejandro |
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