Wednesday, 16 November 2011
Trust
Hasnt been blogging for quite some time cos i dont know whether its the appropriate timing to blog. Exams are just next week and my revision progress is going on at snail speed. And also, some things are still hanging there... guess really need some time to settle them.Sometimes, it really sucks to be stuck at a position where everything is unclear. Its like someone forcefully blindfolded u and ask u to walk out of a complicated maze urself. U frantically wanna find a way out, but the more u panic, the more u'll bang into the wall or trip over urself. In the end? The more u are lost. Sucks. Totally. Insecurity and lack of assurance is really gonna kill me one day. I seriously dont understand why i always feel this way. Perhaps, im afraid of the unknown. Perhaps, im afraid of unpredictability. Perhaps, im lacking... Trust. Maybe its my past experience and the things that i observed around me, my trust for people are slowly diminishing. Im feeling more dubious about people's actions and words. Is that the real intention? Is the person hiding some things from me? Why am i feeling this way? 你的心在哪里? 我不想再浪费泪水。 |
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