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Friday, 30 September 2011
面对
不知道有没有人发现，其实我很害怕面对情感的问题。不管是友情，亲情，爱情，我最怕在这些关系中面临问题。情感总让理智的我失去控制，患得患失，不知所措。情感有时候对我来说像海啸。随时会把我吞没，让我窒息。为了避免如此窘境，没有必要我一定会逃得越远越好，根本都不想理会。所以当我决定面对时，可想我是下了多大的决心，付出多大的勇气。 我想，有些话已经没有必要多做解释。就像上一堂课，能吸收多久就多少，能学到的就是宝贵的人生经验，不需要计较有没有把整堂课的所有细节背熟。如果越是坚持想把所有不会的弄清楚，就越可能一直痛苦地纠结着，慢慢的连对课堂的兴趣都失去了。这样一来怎能了解其中的精髓呢？ 本该身为‘老师’的我也从这堂课中学习了不少。我相信你应该和我一样有所体会吧？ 我不相信永远，但我相信未来。在未来很久很久很久的日子里， 我希望你可以一直当我的司机，让偶尔迷失方向的我找到出路。 我希望你可以一直当我的医生，疗愈总是被爱中伤的我。 我希望你可以变乌鸦（很美的那种），阻挡我太冲动危险地飞翔。 我希望我们还可以像白痴，陪着彼此讲梦话。 我希望你可以继续限制我心魔被解放。 你未来都会是我最美丽的嫁妆，是我最宝贝的收藏，你不点头的男人我不嫁。 Tuesday, 27 September 2011
发火
老实说我现在快要气炸了。认识我的人应该懂得我不常生气。偶尔只有发发牢骚。我以为这一次只是短暂的不同意，不愉快。但是，过了2天，我不止没有消气，我现在反而更没有办法体谅。这一次我真的生气了。我最最最讨厌一些人做了一些惹人生气的事后才说对不起。伤害已经造成了才道歉有用吗？这跟打了人一巴掌后说声‘对不起’有什么两样？而且最让我厌恶的是做错事还哭哭啼啼，搞得被害人好像变成罪人一样。 控制别人的情绪很好玩是吗？你凭什么？ 还有，整件事我是出于关心才插手。普通朋友我才懒得管。之前闹得天翻地覆我替你们头痛。打电话给她又没接；传简讯给他又没回。现在两个人又当成没这么一回事，什么也没跟我这个快担心死的朋友交待。把我当什么啊？白痴吗？我现在真的觉得我是一个大白痴。 再来，对我不满就当面当时说出来啊！干嘛等到现在才一副委屈地在博客上面说啊？感觉全世界只有你最委屈。我又不是没跟你说过，不满就该说。不要等到忍不住的时候在一些小事上爆发。在身边的人只有觉得你莫名其妙，不可理喻。 也许我开始嫉妒你。当我是坏人也好，贱人也好。我就是看不惯你这样摆布人们情绪的作风。我。已。经。受。不。了。你。了。 不要来理我。我不想跟你说话。 谢谢。 Monday, 26 September 2011
Friends
Friends are definitely a major part in my life. I used to believe that i should have as many friends as possible so i can look for someone to accompany whenever im alone. So i tried to widen my social circles by joining all sorts of activities, cca, events.. etc.But i realised i was utterly wrong. Knowing more people doesnt mean that u can get a true friend. I realised even with so many of my so called 'friends', i can hardly really confide to anyone whenever im troubled. There's only a handful that i'll share my emotions. There's only this handful that will truly care for me, give me advice to my problems and not probing me about my personal life like some paparazzi, and try to broadcast it to everybody. And its because of only this minute number of true friends that i have, i cherish them like some precious gems. Honestly speaking, recalling the dark days when im ostracised back then in sec school, im so afraid that one day i'll be a loner again. I dont have the luxury of being surrounded by friends, and that's why im so sensitive to how my friends feel for my actions. 因为曾经失去所以如今更加珍惜。I dont know friends mean to others, but i know for me, w/o friends, i wont be able to live till now. Its fun to crack some jokes with friends, but i believe we should always keep in mind of the limit to our jokes. Cross that line and that's it. The mess is hard to clear after that. I dont know whether what i said make any sense to the intended audience, but i hope people can look at themselves and re-evaluate himself/herself towards the way they treat friends. I dont mean im a professional by saying that. Im doing self-reflection on myself too. 不要把朋友的关心当成理所当然。关心一旦被过度滥用，最后了解，信任。。。什么都可能失去。 Sunday, 25 September 2011
绝对男友
Recently my blog is pretty lack of updates, cos im really too busy to settle down in front of my lappy to blog. =3= Im gonna blog on something really random. haha.As mentioned above, im gonna talk about 绝对男友, the perfect bf. HAHA. I got this title from a comic, which was published quite a few years back. The comic was even made into a drama series. Its about a girl falling in love with a robot bf that was custom-made according to her liking, her perfect bf. This is how the perfect bf looked like in the drama:  Khem. Khem. This is not the main point. The main point is... i recalled a few years back (when i was still in pri sch i guess?), my cousin came to my house and she was sketching some pictures on my sketch book. Then she asked me to describe to her the features of my perfect bf and she'll try to sketch it out. I told her, i like guys with thick eyebrows, big eyes (nice to be abit droopy... XD), sharp nose, small mouth, short spiky hair, face with a little edge, and dimples (i have a fetish for dimple guys, dont ask me why. Im just attracted to that 2 holes on the face. LOL). She started sketching as i described to her, and this is what she drew in the end...   Oh well, nevertheless, the look for my dream bf is still rather the same after these years. Who cares whether he look like shin chan in the past or not. haha. So that's all for the physical appearance part. Character wise... I wish my future bf will be gentle, generous, friendly, caring and romantic... oh man.. the list will just run endlessly if i continue. lol. Hmm.. Its barely possible for a guy to fulfill all these criteria i guess. So i believe that's why ppl call him a DREAM guy. lol. Seems like i just have to keep waiting... 一个人久了，对爱情会越挑剔；一个人久了，会变的比恋爱時候成熟；一个人久了，会常常浏览星座运程；一个人久了，朋友会越重要；一个人久了，会越來越喜欢听歌；一个人久了，对节日大多沒什么期待。一个人久了，因為怕伤害，懒得去恋爱，懒得去了解人…… Wednesday, 7 September 2011
My love
Today im going to blog about a music review on the a new album that I bought not long ago. As some people already know, it's a rare occasion for me to buy albums. So there must be some irresistable charm about the singer that hypnotised me to buy his/her album.Whose album? *drum rolls*  And the album comes with this:   Since im talking about Rilakkuma already, let me show something extra..  Alrite, digressed a little bit. Back to the main topic. lol. So as i was saying, Hebe's new album is a pretty good piece of work. The songs may not capture your attention when u listen for the 1st time. Its like smoking, u may hate the smell for the 1st try, but as u continue after various tries, u'll start to like it and slowly, u'll be addicted to it. Something difficult to quit. Dont get me wrong. I dont smoke. Its just an analogy. LOL. Also, smoking is unhealthy, but listening to her song is harmless. haha. In fact, her songs are healing for the soul cos they are positive and motivating. I just wanna say... her songs are great. Ok. My music critic is lousy. lol.  Since my command of English is lousy, let me share my opinions about the songs in Chinese. 田馥甄的最新专辑《My Love》可以说是在这如今缺乏新意的华语市场注入的一股创意与个人风格。就如专辑名称，整张专辑想贯穿的主题就是‘爱’。与其像其他歌曲那样把爱说得撕心裂肺，《My Love》把爱描述的更勇敢，更唯美，更迂回。不平铺直诉，让你慢慢的品尝其中的滋味。 主打《My Love》感谢上一段感情带来历练，让下一段感情更成熟，更珍惜。《乌托邦》是一首非常适合一早起来听的开场曲。听了马上心旷神怡，以轻松的心情迎接一天的开始。《请你给我好一点的情敌》特别的印度曲风就是一首让人无法忘记旋律的歌。歌里对感情的潇洒和直率以Hebe独特的“田式唱腔”来诠释更显真实。《魔鬼中的天使》虽然唱得有点王菲的味道，但是Hebe唱出了属于自己的勇敢，一副“决不让你看见我的脆弱”的倔强。 而我的最爱就是《还是要幸福》。它除了是一首K 歌外，歌词里也描述那深深受伤的心灵还能真心祝福对方幸福的心情。绝对是百分百的催泪情歌。 “不确定就别亲吻 感情很容易毁了一个人 一个人若不够狠 爱淡了不离不弃多残忍 你留下来的垃圾 我一天一天总会丢完的 我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恒在你的身上先发生 你还是要幸福 你千万不要在招惹别人哭 所有错误从我这里落幕 别跟着我 铭心 刻骨” 感同身受~ T^T 整张专辑唯一让我稍稍失望的是《花花世界》。曲风怪，诠释怪。反正就是一首跟Hebe不搭调的歌。听到一半就是很想跳过就对了。但是，Hebe 我还是爱你的！哈哈。 So that's what i feel about the album. This is my most elaborated critic ever. So mind-draining to type all these. LOL. Been so long that i last comment so much on something in Chinese. And i completed this in school (waiting for my elective to start at 5.30pm) within 1h! Proud of myself. haha. So i shall end this entry abruptly with my stunned face.O_O  |
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