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Monday, 21 January 2008
ENOUGH
 I had the most miserable Sat on 19 Jan. It started out alright. Normal training.. Though raining and i have to climb the staircase up and down like mad, but i thought it was still ok. THEN, when we started court play i kinda twisted my ankle (we called it a shock, which is slightly mlider than sprain). Think it was bcos of old injury and after that, i can only sit and watch the rest play. That still wasn't the worse part. At that time, the rain had alrdy stopped and it became scorching hot. I was lucky that i can hide in the shade but the rest of the team were still playing under the burning sun, and i think KG was too tired alrdy that she didn't manage to catch the pass. AND, my coach exploded. She screamed at KG and demanded her to run 10 rounds as punishment. That is, 4km. Around 11.30am. Under the hot sun. SHE IS FAR TOO UNREASONABLE. The most ridiculous part was that she actually SMILE after punishing KG. DON'T SHE FEEL A SENSE OF GUILITYNESS? DON'T SHE THINK THAT SHE HAS GONE OVERBOARD? At that moment, i really feel like chopping her into pieces. After comforting KG, we went to have a "team talk". Coach was there, and she said all those we nv talk as a team, not having a common goal kinda crap that i have no consensus with. I am so agitated that i was trembling. I don't wish to talk back bcos i am trying hard to suppress my tears. She hated me cry. But, i can't take it anymore. I HAD ENOUGH. Then it was a series of arguement between the 2 of us. I told her that the only reason i stay in this team is solely bcos of responsibility. I am tired abt all these, and the only motivation that i work so hard is for the reward that comes with it. She argued with all the sh*t that i can't rmb and i don't wish to waste my brain cell rmbing it. Does she thinks that i can ran away fr home, not considering the feelings of others and pursue the 'dream'? Like what she did b4? RESPONSIBILITY. crap. Friday, 11 January 2008
OMG
Jux found out something. Soooooo sad she tot that way... OMG... Disappointed that she dun understand wad i mean.. No wonder i sense something goin on these few days.. Wad can i say?True Friends no longer exist in tis world izzit?.. Izzit growing up= fewer friends? Isolated. Helpless. I miss my friends. I need my friends. But, do i truly hab 1? Can't believe that. Lalala~ Too stress right now... So many work to b done, lots of trainings comin along, and my student not improvin much.. Thus, i decided to make a random entry to relieve myself.. Haha.. I realised recently that when adults (or any1 who alrdy know how to talk) likes to 'communicate' wif babies in repeating syllables which i find quite interesting. For example: 1. Gaga = insects 2. Mum mum= eat 3. Gai gai = shopping 4. Xuxu = pee 5. Um um= poo I tink there's much more than this but i can't rmb now. So cute...  OMG!!! SO CUTE CAN??!! Friday, 4 January 2008
Happy New Year!!!
 Team lunch at sakae during dec.. So fun...=DA new year a new beginning! and.. a start of a new torture... =.=
Ok... 1stly, i must admit that i played too much during the holidays. So, i can't finish my HW and i hab to 'cheong' the rest of the HW this week, resulting in a severe lack of sleep (less than 4hrs a day). This leads to slower reaction time (which is alrdy slow enough) during these few days... OMG!!!!! I NEED TO SLEEP!!! Den a series of misfortune occured on me just at the beginning of this year. 1st, all the HW i done need no be handed in this week, which means all the undone HW need to be submitted this week. 2nd, i forget to bring the shed key for netball shed on wed, so i hab to go home to take, resulting in another misfortune. I saw TL walking to CWP while i was on the bus. And, TL's uniform is FAR TOO BIG FOR HER. It looks like TL's wearing a tablecloth... Make my eyes bleed.. Nevertheless, i must at least finish my new year resolutions (though belated by 4 days... slower reaction time.. U c..): 1. Finish all my holiday assignments and start revision asap 2.Aquire a post in class (perhaps class leader) and pull the class closer tgt (which my class is seriously lacking..) 3.GO HONG KONG!!! 4.Be a competent tutor and hopefully see drastic improvement in my student's result 5.Try to be more 淑女.. Haha.. |
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