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Monday, 31 October 2011
心事
There's a very good reason why i want to share my problems with my friends more than with my parents, cos i understand that my friend will be there to be my listening ear, to allow me to finish my story. Most imptly, wont scold me like hell like a mum when i express my thoughts.I want to feel better by expressing my thoughts to my friends, nt to feel like a sinner after confiding my deepest thoughts to them. If i feel worse after saying out how i feel, then what's the point of sharing? Make urself feeling more vex on top of my original problems? I know u all care. But by the method that u all are caring for me now, u all are not making me feel any better, neither does it solve my problems. In fact, I feel like shit now. I also cant be bothered to explain too much alrdy. I dont want to get anymore scoldings. Suddenly i feel sharing my thoughts may not really be a gd idea now. Maybe i should just keep everything to myself. I'm like that, and that's that. I cant change my character. Im fickle. Im fickle because im constantly searching for that only thing that i always yearn for. Something simple, but something that i always dont get. Once i found it, i'll stop weaving. I believe i've found it now. Im serious about it. So please stop making assumptions and treat me someone that's not sober. Haix.. I feel so terrible now........ 好累。 I just need some support. Thursday, 27 October 2011
Updates
Finally got the chance to post this random entry today using the school's com. Waiting for uncle khoo to end his meeting so i can finally feed my well-starved stomach. X_X I wasnt able to blog recently cos my poor lappy crashed and was sent to my uncle in msia to repair. =( There's no time for me to go back to msia to collect, so i'll be lappy-less for the few months ahead. D:I can access to internet currently using my very cui nokia phone, but i can only visit sites that have mobile version. So i can only use simple webs like fb, twitter and hotmail. Blogspot appears to be too complex for my dumb phone to load. DAMN. SO IT MEANS I CANT BLOG FOR THE NEXT FEW MONTHS. T^T Painsssssss much. T_T IMY my dear lappy~ i promise im gonna treat u like a princess when u come back alrite? Dont die on me again~ T_T Till then i guess i'll update my blog if i can grab a com in sch during my free time. lol. Recently, life's been pretty boring. Study --> tuition --> watch tv --> sleep is like the daily routine for these few weeks. Barely go out with friends or family. Sad life max. And the fearsome exams are round the corner. Modules this sem are hellish hard and i can barely understand anything for some modules. I dont hope for GOOD results, i only wished for "non-dabao" results. *prays very hard* Amongst the sea of misery that im currently experiencing now, at least now i got something to look forward to. hehehehehe. =) Update again 'soon' i hope. tata~ Wednesday, 12 October 2011
Blood donation!
I donated my blood for the 1st time ytd!
My friend was asking me whether i want to accompany her to donate blood in NTU's annual blood donation drive. I agreed to go with her but ended up she couldn't donate.
Why?
Cos she ate 枇杷膏 in the morning wtf. =.= Is there any person in the world that's allergic to 枇杷 or 川贝??? Totally LOL-ed when my friend came to me depressed telling me why she cant donate. lol.
Oh well. At first I thought i wont have the chance to donate, cos i remember in JC we have blood donation drive every year and i went to try for my 2 yrs in JC. In the end i wasnt able to donate cos the person-in-charge claim that my veins are too small to donate. Tell me to do more exercise some more (that was the time i exercised so frequently as if like breathing). =.= So happy that the person told me that i can donate! Wee~ XD
The whole procedure took me around... 1.5h? But 1+++h was spent for checking particulars, checkups, and waiting.. AND MORE WAITING. =.= The blood drawing process was only less than 10mins.
At first i was fearing that the whole ginormous-needle-piercing-into-my-arm is gonna be very painful and i thought i'll freak out for that part. But end up, i think the pricking of my fingertip for the hb test is the most painful part. =.= When the gigantic needle was inserted after anesthesia, i seriously couldnt even feel any tickling sensation on my arm. Its like a dead lump of meat with blood constantly oozing out. lol.
 The doctor said that my vein on my left hand is too small, so i can only get the blood from my right hand. The small little bag in the middle of the picture is for filling the tubes for testing. I told the doctor that the bag of blood felt warm (cos it was resting at the side of my arm), so she decided to leave the bag of blood on top of my arm so i can feel the warmth. LOL.       On the side note, after school, i bumped into HER and she noticed the bandage on my arm. So she chatted with me briefly (but unusually cheerfully) and before she left she added something. "Btw, i added u on FB." O_O O_O O_O For the nxt 1min, i thought i heard the wrong thing. But my friend who was beside me heard it too.  O_O --> O_o --> O^O --> ^o^ --> XD *fireworks* Actually she added me some time back but there's so many people that i dont know who added me through 囧2. So basically i kinda ignored the friend requests and HER request was buried in the sea of anonymous beings. How could i missed that? D: And of course the 1st thing i did when i reached home was to confirm friend request with zero hesitation. XD Actually i was quite reluctant to go to school on the day and intend to skip school. Cos i slept late (watching movie online.. =p) and there's a freaking 8.30am lesson. But if not for this morning lect, i wont have gone for the awesome blood donation, and SHE wont have caught up a conversation with me. And if she never tell me that she added me, i would have ignored her for like another zillion years and she'll thought im being very 'dao'. And worse still.. i may end up rejecting HER request with the other friend requests. O_O heng ar~ So its gd that i go sch. Lack of sleep in exchange with something like this. WORTHWHILE. hahahaha. Alrighty, got to go sleep so i can mug through the whole day tmr for the test on thurs! =D |
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