Monday, 4 April 2011
Die

DIE

詞曲:翁詩耀

I close my eyes
I sat and cried
I didn't realize what I had done
What I had tried
Tears mixed with blood fell to the ground
Blurring my mind

I cut my wrist
I lay and died
I said my last word and wrote one song previous night
Sang about my life
Sang about my soul
I sang and cried

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Die
The drugs I had inside
Had took me to a paradise
With you all by my side
Die
It's time for me to die
When world had left me all behind
I'll sing this song and die

Ok... I'm not going to die yet. So ppl pls dont get the wrong idea. I just like this song.. thats all. lol. His voice can calm my emotions.. so i went to look for his performance.

Been working on this topic about suicide for my project. I'm regretting choosing it as the topic cos its pretty depressing how many ppl wanted to die. By the time i finished typing this post, i think there's more than 10 ppl who died from suicide.

U can try typing "suicide" on youtube and you get to see many sadist videos about people killing themselves in the most sadist way. If u dont have a strong heart for bloody graphics or u are not in a good mood, i dont recommend u to look at the videos.

But i think the most heart wrenching part is not about the video, its the people commenting on the videos. This is one of the comments that i saw:

"should i stay? or should i leave? i had everything taken away from me. i've been depressed and thinking about killing myself for about 5 years now. i want to leave so bad but i'm afraid i will hurt someone even tho they never really was here for me in the first place."

She's a better one who actually consider about other ppl caring for her and i can still see some hope in her. Some totally given up on themselves, saying things like they are the biggest loner in the world and seems like they cant wait to leave the world.

I felt like replying all comments, but i think it'll be meaningless.

Y people want to give up on their lives so easily?

There's always difficulties, there's always sadness, there's always anger, there's always unfortunate events happening. People die, but definitely shouldn't end meaninglessly like suicide. Issues can be resolved, even if you think you cant resolved it, it is still not enough to end ur life.

Ending one's life by suicide is the most foolish way of running away from problems. Total coward act.

Friends, family, or even a stranger are actually caring for them, and i think they just fail to register that. They fail to understand how heart broken their loved ones will be if they leave the world.. they fail to think with a clear mind.. they fail to understand how wonderful it is to stay alive and get to see another day ahead of them.

One thing ppl who committed suicide succeed. They succeed in hurting their loved ones deeply.

Friends, this is what i wanna say...

Life's always tough, but we must be grateful that we're still alive. =)




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