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Monday, 31 October 2011
心事
There's a very good reason why i want to share my problems with my friends more than with my parents, cos i understand that my friend will be there to be my listening ear, to allow me to finish my story. Most imptly, wont scold me like hell like a mum when i express my thoughts.I want to feel better by expressing my thoughts to my friends, nt to feel like a sinner after confiding my deepest thoughts to them. If i feel worse after saying out how i feel, then what's the point of sharing? Make urself feeling more vex on top of my original problems? I know u all care. But by the method that u all are caring for me now, u all are not making me feel any better, neither does it solve my problems. In fact, I feel like shit now. I also cant be bothered to explain too much alrdy. I dont want to get anymore scoldings. Suddenly i feel sharing my thoughts may not really be a gd idea now. Maybe i should just keep everything to myself. I'm like that, and that's that. I cant change my character. Im fickle. Im fickle because im constantly searching for that only thing that i always yearn for. Something simple, but something that i always dont get. Once i found it, i'll stop weaving. I believe i've found it now. Im serious about it. So please stop making assumptions and treat me someone that's not sober. Haix.. I feel so terrible now........ 好累。 I just need some support. |
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