Had a breakdown ytd night.. Been crying too much this yr. If i were to collect my tears, I guess the amount of tears collected so far from this year is far more than that collected in the last 5 years. lol. Dont understand why im so whiny this yr. lol.

Cried over injuries.. netball.. and for the obvious reason.. men (surprising.. studies is not included. i guess i gave up on that alrdy. lol). The emotion is not necessary sadness only.. it could be pain, anger, touched or 委屈. Such a cry baby. haha.

Though i like to cry so much.. i think i only cry infront of my closer friends.. so some ppl might have this wrong idea that im a very strong person. Also not bad la.. so ppl wont think im 好欺负 come and bully me.

I still rmb when i was in primary sch, i cried when i was watching ultraman. Not becos i was scared by the monster, but becos i felt very sad for the monster that was being killed by ultraman. I was thinking.. "the monster attack ppl cos it wants to live what.. y kill it? ultraman so cruel~ T_T"

Then.. when i was in JC, i cried a sea over a newspaper article. Its about lonely old men and old ladies picking up card boards for a living. Was too angry about their children refusing to take care of them.. and at the same time felt my heart ache for these elderly. Their lonely 背影.. T^T The newspaper was wet after i finished reading it.. lol.

A few days back, i cried when i was reading an email from my prof.. He sent all the students an email to sort of encourage us in our studies. What he sent was very simple, yet not those very superficial and formal email. His email is kinda long.. so i wont paste it here.. But what i wanna say is.. I can really feel that he was speaking from the bottom of his heart and he's truly caring for us. He's so far the nicest prof that i've met. Touched~ T^T

Ytd.. i cried again. What can i say? 分离永远是感伤的...

Dont dare to think about it now. I dont want to cry again. 回忆只要不碰就不危险。